Decluttering myself

I have this super bad habit, and how I got to "contract" this bad habit... I 'm not sure as well and this bad habit is...well its not really a BAD habit...rather its more of a condition. I think I'm suffering from Clutter's Disease.

Okay I now it's not really a disease, but I have this major issue when it comes to organization. For some reason, I just can't seem to reorganize myself. Even if I do try, it would probably last for a couple of days. I've read a couple of self-help books, I've tried to adhere to a strict discipline, but oh man... within a week I'm right back where I started.

And I figured the reason for this is simply because I'm just too tired to make a change. Consistency has always been a problem for me. Its not like I can't do it or I am not capable, on the contrary, that's what makes it all the worse. I know I AM capable of organizing myself and I guess that's where the difficult part is - getting up and actually doing it.

My office desk is in a cluttering mess (although I must admit it's not as bad as some others ), my books at home are all over the place, my wardrobe is chaotic, my new house is still messy, and the list goes on and on and on.

Yes I know I'm just rambling away and just throwing a fit here,  but I'm really looking forward to the coming holidays. Heh the whole office is already in a holiday mood! I'm really gonna use this time to really sort out a couple of things, hopefully by the time the holiday is over, I would have already gotten things in order!

That's all for now...